Promiseland

[Fetian]

ough I need to vote

[Fetian]

So I went and gave myself a migraine by being out in the sun too much, which is a bummer. I let dad know that I might need to push going over there to next week; I will probably feel fine by tomorrow (I feel mostly fine now) but there's an argument to be made that I shouldn't go out in the sun again and give myself another migraine. tbh I also really want to push it until after the scooter has arrived so I can take that over, that is after all part of why I bought it

On the other side of things I feel bad about always rescheduling going over, especially knowing that Des also flakes on him all the time. And he wanted to see me before my birthday

I dunno, we will see

[Fetian]

Heartbroken to admit that since I stopped giving Oz bits of my dinner that she hasn't thrown up and has been doing very good at eating her own food

This could be coincidence, her food issues have seemed to come in phases. When the week is up I'll be giving her very small bits again and seeing if she starts doing poorly again. Possibly her stomach is too sensitive for it now, or possibly I was being too generous and giving her too much altogether. Or possibly it's all unrelated. We did also just recently start the wet foods

But I'm glad she's doing well right now and if I have to stop sharing my food with her then I hope she can forgive me

[Fetian]

The melancholy of the postdrome migraine

[Fetian]

Man I don't wanna be awake

[Fetian]

Did a lot of not much today, though a bit ago I did go outside to practice balancing on the skateboard.

Also spoke too soon on Oz the other day -- yesterday she got at my milk before I could stop her, muddying the data when she went on to throw up bile a few minutes later; and this morning she threw up food. I don't think she got at any human food yesterday, though she did eat some cobwebs and has started trying to eat my pillow again. Cutting her off from little treats has definitely brought her food insecurity back