I am still overall Sad(tm) which is annoying. Yesterday I had a list of "things to do and if I meet these goals I can spend an hour or two playing Stardew Valley" but when I originally made it, I completely forgot about the existence of graduation. So that was suddenly a big extra chunk of time, and then Austin wanted to go get ice cream (as a compromise to our regular date this week, since he's recovering from a cold and doesn't want to stay over, which like, fair, I also don't want that if he's contagious) and so I didn't get home until like 9:45pm, and then by the time I finished all my house chores and stuff, it was like 10:30 and I kinda felt like it wasn't worth just doing a half-hour of Stardew. I should time myself, because that's probably A Day (I find it slightly irritating that it seems like you have to complete the game in day chunks, because it only saves when you sleep) so maybe I should've done the thing anyways. :/
On the plus side, not playing video games meant I went to bed on time. I just feel faintly miserable about it, and it feels very unfair that I Did All The Things On My Reasonable To Do List and earned a reward but didn't actually get the reward. Yes yes, doing things is its own reward but also fuck off I want rewards.
(This is all extremely first world problems but if I don't complain about those then I have to complain about actors getting murdered in homophobic hate crimes for the start of pride, or how scared I am I'll lose the chance to yeeterus before my scheduled surgery in August or whatever, and I don't really feel like complaining endlessly about How Bad The World Is. It's bad! Let's complain about things that at least feel kinda within my local area of control.)