ELSEWHERE

Today I have:
Done a dice reading
Watched a movie (The Point)
Watered plants
Weeded
(Like, pulling, not smoking)
Cleaned Oz's litterbox
Picked up trash around my room
Took the trash out
Cleaned and refilled Oz's water bowl

I'm going to eat a sandwich now and then play with dice some more

Still no update on package tracking; I gather it can take 4-5 days in this sort of scenario, I'm unsure if that's weekdays or if weekends count. Still gonna refresh it constantly!

I think Arin functionally just came out as bi on Game Grumps!!

I think an under-discussed component of “Twink Death” is that whatever allowance we are awarded to express femininity and androgyny is tied to youth. It can be charming in a “boyish” way, but it’s a phase we’re supposed to grow out of when we reach a certain age and revert to the generic category of men. Are many afraid to age because we live in a youth-obsessed culture and want to remain fuckable? Well yes, but I see a real fear that suddenly our gender expression will be seen as embarrassing or perverted. It’s also of course fucked up that gender expression should be tied to body type to begin with!

(source)

Yeah, that's it. That's the thing.

"Where are all the older twinks?" == "Why don't you see more femme older men?" Like, I can think of a few reasons and none of them are great, friend

Today I have:
Watered, done a little more weeding
Recorded due lines for Arcadia, BSFF, and paraNormal
Played with dice some more

I feel like there was more but I can't think of anything else! My package continues to not be in New Jersey but fedex is confident that it'll be here tomorrow, so fingers crossed it doesn't get delayed again

I'm gonna go watch youtubes and probably eat a lunch

me: I refuse to get my hopes up for packages arriving tomorrow, fedex is notorious for late deliveries, I don't think I've ever had a package from them arrive on the day they say it will

also me:

Oh you know I'm not getting a lot of sleep tonight

it birfday

hap birf

Yeah, tracking still hasn't updated. Very pessimistic about it arriving at a hub and then getting sent out for delivery today

Could just have missed getting scanned! But I'm doubtful

Meanwhile the fuckin' dock is out for delivery